Thursday, November 24, 2011

Full of Thanks

I hope you are all having a wonderful Thanksgiving. I spent the day with my hubby, my little man, my parents, and my cousins. We stuffed our face with turkey and then stuffed some more with some italian pastries and pumpkin pie. Just being together with my family after such a long busy month on rotation is the greatest blessing I could have. And as always, this holiday always reminds me of the things I'm grateful for in life. I thought I'd share a few....

J Crew jeans (best fit for my post-pregnancy body)
Starbucks coffee
Tripoli's pastries (which I picked up yesterday for desert)
Grey's Anatomy (the show, not the book)
Netflix
Good mascara
Red wine
Cowl neck sweaters
Christmas music on the radio more than a month before Christmas
Facebook
Stawberry frosted donuts
Dave Matthews Band
My iPhone
Passing my board exams
My amazingly smart, beautiful friends... no matter how far or near they are
My healthy, happy, snuggly little boy
My wonderful parents, who are also the best baby-sitters ever
My super supportive, loving, handsome husband who I love more and more every day
And of course, surviving four (actually five) years of medical school

What are you all thankful for?

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

I Will Shelter You

Yesterday I spent my evening working at a homeless shelter, tending to the medical needs of the people staying there. I really had no idea what to expect going in. I've never been to a homeless shelter and here I was going to one of the roughest ones in one of the poorest cities in the state I was in. It was a "wet shelter", meaning that it's not required to be clean to stay there. So many, if not close to all, of the occupants were under the influence of some sort of substance. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared going in.

There were about 30 people getting ready to bunk up for the night in a mere double wide trailer. We got there as they were serving dinner, and there was a coordinator there keeping a running list of the people who wanted to sit with the doctor to discuss any medical issues they may have. It was my job to get their vitals and interview them beforehand, finding out what their main complaint was and what actually brought them here. Most of the patients had common complaints like colds or ear infections. And since we didn't have the resources to do any real work up like get a chest x-ray or blood work, we'd just use our best judgment and give them a prescription if necessary.

There were a lot of musculoskeletal complaints, which is hard to really address in this sort of population because you have to be weary of drug-seeking. We never actually prescribe anything more than Tylenol or Ibuprofen. I actually tried to do some OMT on a woman with back pain, but given that we didn't even have a treatment table, it was quite difficult. Sadly there was also a pregnant girl who hadn't received any prenatal care. It's hard enough being pregnant, but to be homeless and alone is another thing. I felt so bad that there was nothing more I could do for her besides give her something for her nausea and write her a note to be allowed to have crackers and gingerale.

At first I thought, what could we possibly do to help these people? Here were are, a doctor, an intern, and a medical student. We're seeing these homeless, drug-abusers in a tiny little hallway of a trailer with nothing more than our stethoscopes, a blood pressure cuff, and an otoscope. Clearly they had physical and mental issues that required much more than 10 minutes with us. But I slowly started to learn that even though we certainly couldn't cure their addiction problems or find them a permanent home, just giving them a chance to talk to us, express their concerns, get them any prescriptions they need, and make them appointments at the clinic is really the best kind of health care we could give them at this time.

I got home around 10:30pm last night and was finally able to crawl into my warm bed, lay my head on my pillow, and snuggle up next to my hubby. And as exhausted as I was, I laid awake thinking of the people I met not too long ago and how they're spending the night in a cold trailer, cramped up in tiny rooms together, and not knowing what tomorrow will bring. I couldn't help but be reminded of how very blessed I am to have my family, my health, and a place to call home. I also am very thankful to be given this opportunity to be a physician and be able to do whatever I can to provide healthcare to people who truly need it.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Halloween, Medicine, & Interviews.... Oh My!

So as you've noticed, I've been quite busy lately which is why I haven't been able to blog for like three weeks. But since Killian's napping and I'm taking a break from school stuff, I figured I'd give you all an update. I've been doing another Sub-I at a potential residency program, and my schedule has just been insane. I'm working 12+ hour shifts, getting up at 5am and getting home at 8pm, which leaves little time to spend with my special guy. So all I really get to do is give him a bath, give him his milk, read him a book and put him to bed. Lots of mommy guilt going on these past few weeks. I made a comment on facebook about how it's been rough working 60 hour weeks and a fellow med student replied that it's not that bad. Well, when you have a 16 month old at home who you have to take care of on top of all the studying you need to do for the next day, it's actually quite exhausting. 

My first two weeks of the rotation I've been doing inpatient medicine (meaning, seeing patients in the hospital and not a clinic). It's been quite the transition after doing months of outpatient medicine. In a family practice clinic you treat the most common diagnosis with the most conservative treatment, but working in the hospital you have to always rule out the "worst possible" diagnosis and treat until proven otherwise. It involved ordering lots of tests and labs, managing lots of medications, and making sure the kidneys don't fail!! (If you're in medicine, you understand my lame joke). I also had a couple patients in the ICU die, which is always hard to deal with. Certainly not as hard for the residents who knew them more so that I did.

This past week I've been doing OB, which has been a welcome change. Bringing new life into the world is always exciting. Although, I haven't done OB since having a baby myself and watching my first delivery this week triggered a bit of baby-coming-out-of-the-vagina PTSD. I still can't believe that happened to me. Scary stuff! I also got to assist in a c-section, take care of post-partum moms, and examine newborn babies. It's so rewarding doing OB because I feel like having been in their position myself, I'm more capable of advising new moms with post-partum care. I'm also way more comfortable taking care of the newborns, where two years ago I barely new how to coddle one. I felt like a rock star!

On the home front, we got to celebrate Halloween (I know it was three weeks ago, but I was busy!!). Actually, it was two weeks ago because trick-or-treat was post-poned due to a freak snow storm Halloween weekend. We dressed Killian up in his cow costume, pulled him around in a wagon and made him peddle for candy. Bwahaha. And now that we've come down from our sugar-high, we're inpatiently anticipating Thanksgiving and ready to stuff ourselves full of turkey.  I love this time of year!

So now that I've filled you in, I should get back to preparing for my first residency interview on Monday. I also have to go to an applicant dinner tonight to meet and chat with all the residents at the program. I'm super anxious to get my first interview out of the way, but so excited to wear my amazing new suit! Wish me luck!! I'll keep you posted on how things go. 


Thursday, November 17, 2011

M.I.A.

Sorry everyone that I've been so rudely ignoring my blog. I've been on a long and stressful rotation which includes working 12 hour shifts. What little time I do have when I get home is spent taking care of my little man and studying. Also had a bit of a health scare thrown in this past week. I'll be sure to update you soon enough. Thanks for your patience!

In the meantime, please enjoy this cartoon I found in the google-universe:

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